Panda: feel like I wasted november
Panda: 
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Jhex: hahaha
Jhex: think of it as saving energy before the next month
Panda: or maybe I just feel wasted
Panda: haay.. sana nga it works that way
Jhex: awwww
Jhex: its all gonna be ok
Panda: I wish
Jhex: basta when its time to work na isipin mo nlng na you had time to rest
Jhex: tapos rest ka nlng ulit pag tapos na lahat
Jhex: you can do it
Jhex: you’re one of the smartest people I know
Panda:
Jhex: :-bd
Panda: dont say that
Jhex: besides you have me when you’re tired na
Panda: feel ko na spoil ako ni mom
Panda:into thinking that im smart
Jhex: why?
Jhex: you are smart
Jhex: dont doubt that
Jhex: hey
Jhex: dont doubt that for a sec ok
Jhex: :-bd
Panda: *sigh*
Jhex: you’re just drawn to temptations kaya you lose focus once in a while
Panda: I miss you
Jhex: i miss you too
Jhex: guess you’re the one who need power hugs and kisses now
Jhex: il see you nmn sa weekend
Panda: a little
Panda: hehe
Panda: honga honga
Panda:
Jhex: hahaha
Jhex: you can claim as much as you want
Jhex: heheh
Jhex: as much as you need
Jhex: or more
Jhex: hehehe
Panda:
Jhex: you can do it
Jhex: just focus on the goal this time
Panda: yea
Panda: ^^
Jhex: cant wait to be with you
Panda: ^_^ ako din
Panda: cant wait to be with me
Panda: hehe
Jhex: aww T__T
Panda: thank you
Panda: for believing in me
Panda: it means a lot
Jhex: i believe in you… I’ve seen what you’re capale of, I know what you can do
Jhex: you believe in me too
Panda:uhu
Jhex: see. thats what I see in you too… we may doubt ourselves sometimes
Jhex: but at least we have each other to remind us how great we are
Jhex: hahaha
Jhex: YOU can count me in on that one
Panda: ikaw din
Panda: no need to be sad
Panda: because you have me
Jhex: awww
Jhex: thank you
Jhex: :-bd
Jhex: dont be sad nrin ok?
Panda: ok ok
Jhex:
Jhex: smile na
Jhex: I imagine you being way too serious again
Jhex: 
Jhex:
Jhex: smile na
Panda:
Jhex: yey
Jhex: haha
zen: ahehe
zen: awwwwwwwwwww
zen:
Jhex: i feel like your my silver lining now
Jhex:
zen: sorry I cant see you yet
Jhex: its ok
Jhex: i know the situation is hard
Jhex: but i understand
Jhex: i miss you tho
zen: i’ll just make it worth the wait ^_~
zen: kaya wag n sad
Jhex: i hope you would
Jhex: ill look forward to it
Jhex: and I’ll try my best not to be sad
zen: good good
You helped me yesterday about my problems. You help me feel better. I remember you telling me how you distract me from all my problems; how you wish it’s not the only reason why I wanna be with you. So since I’m in the mood for feeding your ego, heartthrob, here are the reasons why I love having you around.
It’s true, when you’re around me I think less about my problems, sometimes when I get really lucky I completely forget about them. I love running straight to you when I feel down because you make me feel all warm and comfortable, instead of sulking and feeling all crappy.
I know we are too different people but I love it when I catch myself being interested in things you do, things that you find amusing… you explain to me, things that you’re really good at and mostly things that I’m clueless about. I like the feeling I get when I see how you look at things, how curious I get with your geeky interests, logical theories, complicated thesis applications… I learn something everyday when I’m with you.
I adore your family. They are everything I wish my family would be… or at least something close to it. I enjoy mornings at your house, how everyone give hugs and kisses with each other, how we dance while cooking breakfast. I love eating outside in the garden, how we just sit there and I watch you and your parents tell stories. I feel lucky ‘coz at least I get to experience it with other people ‘coz I know I’ll need more than wishful thinking to experience that with my own parents. You made me feel at home every time. Thank you.
I enjoy the company of your friends, no matter how different they are with mine. I’d like to think they will be my friends too because I know they are great people. You guys are lucky to have each other.
I hate that we are completely two different people but I just love it when you still watch “chick flicks” with me even you find it cheesy sometimes. How you consider what restaurant to go to when your with me. By the way, sorry if you think its so hard to dine out with me, sorry that I don’t enjoy japanese cuisine and veggies… you know that if I have a choice I’d eat them too…I can learn, just be patient with me.
You’re willing to dress up when we go to fashion events, cancel plans when you need to attend to me when I’m depressed, sick or just desperately in need of someone to talk to. I hope you love being that guy for me, because I really enjoy having that guy.
You’ve been there through the toughest times, listen to my non-stop ranting, put up with my emo mode. You never once told me that my problems are too unimportant to think about. You’re just there to give me advice and big power hugs after.
I love spending time with you because you spoil me with hugs and kisses. Hug as long as I want. Kiss as much as I want. You let me cuddle up with you when we watch movies, hold hands when we walk. You make sure that you’re there for me… someone to depend on. It’s actually sexy! Ahahaha.
I love it when we need to “Convince” each other. =P
You let me eat what I’m craving for.
You know things about me, whether I like a certain something or not. You know me.
I love dancing with you.
You fix me glasses of calamansi juice or a glass of water when I’m coughing in the middle of the night. No one has ever done it for me. Thanks.
You tickle me when you want me to giggle. Then you’d smile.
Bottom line… I enjoy being with you. Sorry that it got us in trouble. But I hope you know that I’ve always been willing to help you, support and be there for your needs… you just need to ask me. I wanna be that girl for you. Hopefully, throughout the time we’ve known each other, I’ve also given you enough reason to want and enjoy being with me too.
Ooooh, too much ego boost now. Not good! Spoiled you!
This is my way of saying thank you and that I appreciate everything you do for me. I’m not exactly Miss Sunshine lately… so thank you!
Jhex: *its bad to cry sa compter shop
Jhex: I dont even cry in front of you
Jhex: darn
MyBigSpoiledPanda: eh iba naman iniisip mo pag magkasama tayo =p
Jhex: o_O
Jhex: inisip ko lang nmn un pag naisip mo na
Jhex: =P
MyBigSpoiledPanda: I mean na didistract ka from ur problems
MyBigSpoiledPanda: anung iniisip ko???
Jhex: see
Jhex: thats true
Jhex: thats why I always run to you when I have problems
Jhex: na didistract ako
MyBigSpoiledPanda: I wonder tho if thats the only reason you want me with you
MyBigSpoiledPanda: sana naman hindi
Jhex: syempre nmn hindi
Jhex: ano kb?
Jhex: its the perks
Jhex: )
Jhex: kidding
MyBigSpoiledPanda: ayun un eh )
MyBigSpoiledPanda: anyway gtg
MyBigSpoiledPanda: sunduin namin c mom from airport
Jhex: okie
Jhex: thanks ha
Jhex: ingat ka
MyBigSpoiledPanda:
Jhex: ayaw Jhex: gusto kisses
MyBigSpoiledPanda: go make the right decision
MyBigSpoiledPanda: awwwwww
MyBigSpoiledPanda: :-*
Jhex: hehe
MyBigSpoiledPanda: naiispoil din kc kita
MyBigSpoiledPanda: kaya ayan
Jhex: >:D< thanks
MyBigSpoiledPanda: -_-
Jhex: hehe mwaaaaaaaah sorry again sa drama
I know I sound pathetic but you’re all I need now… ako nalang please… I would die if I lose you now! =’(
The last time we saw each other… we were with friends… I felt really at home. You made me feel safe and needed. I’m at my happiest… everytime you touch me, kiss me… even the slightest touch on my face makes me feel so much loved… well maybe thats too much… special… You make me want you more… need you more… ‘coz I know that I will not be the same person again when you leave me… I’m scared. It scares me so much not to be with you now…
I’m betting on you… you’re all that I’m depending on… please don’t let me lose this one…
If pain must come, may it come quickly. I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering. — Paulo Coelho
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