They don’t get it, and maybe you didn’t too.

We had magical summers together. We’ve shared something that I’m gonna remember for the rest of my life. Now I see that we’ve created our own history together and it has nothing to do with her or with anybody . It was so wonderful. But our relationship wasn’t just about the parties, road trips  and romantic cruises. It was the details that defined us. It was the moments.

It’s just that I made some big choices, big decisions and sometimes I feel like I’m gonna wake up one day and realize that all there ever really was is friendship and if I wasn’t any good at that then where does that leave me?

Faith is believing in something when commonsense dictates not to.

Trusting someone is like this gigantic act of faith. You put it out there and you can never really be sure that you’re gonna get it back.

I gave you both. I took the risks and I lost big time…

but I will never regret anything.

When you take on years, you will come to realize that you don’t always lose people from your life by choice. Sometimes it just happens when you make the wrong ones (choices).

You know why so many movies are based on love triangles?

Simple, for every pieces of happiness there’s also a piece of unhappiness.

You’re happiness will give sadness to someone else whether we like it or not. Her happiness will hurt you too specially when it comes to the love triangle plot. We just have to realize that if  we don’t look at all sides of the story, then you won’t get the whole story… the lesson of the story.

Someone will be unhappy no matter how hard you try to prevent it from happening. Someone will cry. But let’s not forget about the two people who will be happy in the end.

I maybe the unhappy one right now, but thinking that “YOU” will be happy in the end make all of these bearable. (that way it sounds more positive). You may expect me to be bitter, hurt and mad in which I admit I am sometimes but you’re also a dear friend and I love you enough to wish you happiness whether it’s with me or not.

And I’m the blame,
Should’ve went away.
But yet I stayed,
With a part time lover.

See, somedays you will love me.
Then you don’t, then you do, then you won’t.
Then you’re here, then you’re gone.
I’m alone.

Now you got me stressing out
On the phone.
But it’s the last time, I’m movin’ on…

Everyone says love hurts,

but that isn’t true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

i may never be good enough for you..

but i will always be the best for someone who deserves me..

We were so good together. How come we could not wither this storm and just be better? Why do we say goodbye.

They say that only time can heal the wounds of a broken heart. Time makes it easier to accept the loss of people we love. It is a chain that all of us go through – falling in love and getting hurt. Getting hurt and vowing not to love again. Promising not to love again and becoming miserable all our lives… until we fall in love again!

But you know what they say…

No one can lose anyone, because no one owns anyone

The flow of  life may seem chaotic, but if you quiet your mind and look closer you’ll see perfection.

I am slowly feeling emo lately, feeling the sadness, the “love blues” and there’s no escaping it anymore, somehow I need to accept it and eventually face the GOODBYE parts.  Goodbye, Let Go…  and it’s going to be tough now that I’m starting to realize that it’s really over and he’s really gone, Things will never be the same again. The reality of goodbye is creeping in and I’m a bit scared but I know there will be sad days ahead and maybe tears will be inevitable ( I’m wondering why I haven’t had a good cry yet)  but I guess my lost love, a lost friendship and the happy days remembered in misery deserves a good cry… Cry Jhex.. Cry… Now’s your chance… now’s the right time.